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  • TV EYE: HolmesWatch, Part 2

    After much delays, it’s time to recommence my rambling thoughts on the Jeremy Brett-starring adaptations of various Sherlock Holmes adventures. Part one is here, and for part two, read on – and, understandably, anyone who hasn’t read the stories should fear the spoilers…

    ‘He is the Napoleon of Crime!!!’

  • TV EYE: Charlie Jade (The Final Episodes), Heroes, Apparitions

    Okay, I’m behind on TV, and there’s a lot to cover. I still need to catch up on my HolmesWatch experiences soon, but here’s some of my recent outings into the televisual ether. Fear the spoilers…

  • The Hypernova Gambit – The Opening…

    Okay, there comes a time when you’ve got to just put yourself out there and see what happens. There’s something I’ve wanted to do for ages on the site, and after talking it over with my agent, I’ve gone and done it. The prologue and opening chapter of The Hypernova Gambit are now online, – and if you’ve been following the long-running saga of my book, this is your chance to find out what I’ve been talking about all this time (For extra info, the blurb can be found here). Hope you enjoy it…

  • Website

    A long-standing project is finally finished – I’ve updated and redesigned my website, www.saxonbullock.com. The new version is now online, featuring a page on my Fiction (which includes the blurb for The Hypernova Gambit), a section on my filmmaking adventures, and a whole lot more. If you have the time, do have a look and let me know what you think (or if you spot any embarrassing errors or problems. And no, offbeat pictures of me don’t count…)

  • Temptation Waits

    First time I saw him, Tom Waits scared the hell out of me.

    It was sometime in 1988 (I think), and I was watching the TV special based around the Red Hot and Blue project, an AIDS awareness thing where a whole bunch of pop stars and others were doing cover versions of Cole Porter songs. It was a pretty eclectic selection, going from David Byrne to U2 to Neneh Cherry and others, and everything was burbling along fairly normally – until suddenly, we got this song that didn’t even sound completely like music. There was some kind of odd, humpity blues thing going on, a hoarse, weird screaming voice over it, and the video accompanying it was a weird, distorted 8mm film of a frankly rather worrying and distinctly simian-looking bloke. The only way I can described the effect on my teenage consciousness, is to paraphrase comedian Lewis Black (actually talking here about N*synch and Aerosmith playing together) – “What they were playing wasn’t music – it was the sound of chaos! Pigs were being slaughtered, women were sobbing, men were gnashing their teeth, and there were sounds so terrible I cannot describe them to you, lest you flee from the room!!” It was disturbing and scary and odd enough to make me go “What in god’s name was that?!?”, and it took checking the end credits to find out that I’d had my first encounter with Tom Waits, who in this case was doing a somewhat loose interpretation of “It’s Alright With Me”.

    I hadn’t liked what I heard – but it stuck in my memory. And even if you didn’t like Tom Waits, it was rather hard to avoid him – if it wasn’t Heartattack and Vine turning up on a Levi’s commercial (even if, if I’m remembering rightly, it was a cover by Screaming Jay Hawkins), it was the man himself turning up in an uncredited cameo in the quite wonderful film The Fisher King (which is also arguably Terry Gilliam’s last genuinely great movie in the last seventeen years, sadly enough). So, while I still wasn’t tempted to investigate more, I was aware of Tom Waits. I knew he was there. And over the years, despite still not having heard that much of his music, I couldn’t help but start to respect him. I’ve always had a liking for people who do their own thing, and Waits has always seemed to be the working definition of that idea. Plus, almost all of his acting appearences have been eccentric, bizarre, and eye-catching – most especially, his cameo in Tony Scott’s borderline psychotic (and yet perversely entertaining) DOMINO, where Waits just turns up randomly as either himself or a messenger from God, and I can remember the odd joy of thinking “Oh my god- it’s Tom Waits!!”

    I knew his albums almost always got good reviews. I knew that the cover of ‘Bone Machine’ was somewhat worrying. I knew he was an artist who’d gone through a number of phases in his career. But still, he was someone I respected without ever actually picking up a disc and trying out some of his music.

    Well, this week I finally put paid to that. Thanks to the wonder that is low-budget record store Fopp, I was able to pick up a copy of ‘Used Songs’, a compilation covering Waits’ career from 1973-1980, for the bargain price of £3. Now, I do know that this is, comparitively speaking, the most normal phase of Waits’ career, but I have to admit that so far, I’m hooked. Waits does have one of the weirdest voices on the planet – it’s bluesy, and smoky, and hoarse, and soulful, and about ten other descriptions none of which will ever quite encapsulate it. There are moments where it’s almost too weird to cope with, and yet I’m gradually getting used to it, and finding that there are some truly beautiful songs on this album. It’s music for late at night, music that makes me think I should be propping up the bar in some smoke-filled speakeasy or dive bar, nursing a bottle of bourbon (and I don’t even drink bourbon, for gawd’s sake). It’s music for misfits, for the lost and the broken, for the people who sometimes find themselves falling through the cracks. It’s got one song – ‘Ol ’55’ – that’s in danger of becoming one of my current favourite songs, and a whole selections of others that are the kind of slow, jazzy, compulsive listens that are nestling inside my head and refusing to leave. It’s also melancholic in the best sense, and so is (rather understandably) somewhat fitting some of my moods right now. I don’t know how much further I’m going to proceed into the Kingdom of Waits – but so far, I think I’m liking what I hear.

  • Swings and Roundabouts

    Proof that life has an annoying habit of delivering another knock at exactly the wrong moment, I got two book rejections in one go this morning. Both were from US publishers, and neither fell into the category of “Oh well, at least they seemed to enjoy it…” – one thought it was fun, but didn’t think it was their thing and found it easy to put down, while the other seemed to really like the prologue, and from then onwards found it confusing and didn’t like any of the characters. Being already tired, bleary and sliding back down the slope towards depression again, it wasn’t like I was in fine fettle this morning, and this just sucked all my enthusiasm for the day out of my system. I know I’ll get through this, but currently all I want to do is curl up into a corner and spend most of my time crying. Practical work is helping a little – I’ve had a review to work on this afternoon, I’ve still got the website to finish, I’ve got another reading report to do, and I’ve got some proofreading starting next week… but everything outside the window is grey, and trying to believe that this is going to work out okay in the end is getting a little difficult.

  • Interview (!)

    I’ve done my first interview about The Hypernova Gambit. It’s for an online sci-fi e-zine called Concept Sci-Fi, and given that the book still hasn’t been picked up by a publisher I was rather surprised to be asked (the editor had read about it on my agent’s website). Never being one to turn down an opportunity to talk about myself, however, I put on my never-before-worn interviewee hat, and the results are now online here.

  • In which NanoWriMo singularly fails to eat my life…

    Work always ends up getting in the way. It’s one of those things you can’t help. My burst of 5,000 words in a day on Monday ended up with me shaky on Tuesday, and while Wednesday was much better (3,000 words) and Friday almost as good, a blizzard of work has gotten in the way. Thursday was supposed to be the day for a job interview – a Christmas Temp job that will, if succesful, be taking up my weekends, and a few potential extra days here and there between now and Christmas. Unfortunately, thanks to a logistic shift, it got moved from Thursday afternoon to Monday morning – and of course, life being what it is, I’ve got a stack of work that urgently needs to be finished by Monday morning.

    My NanoWriMo total is, right now, 10678 words. I won’t be able to do any more writing until at least Tuesday, but I am continuing to have some useful thoughts about the book. Particularly, I’ve rescinded one particular plot device I was going to employ, which means I’ve now got an energetic and strong female antagonist with which to endanger my main character for most of the book – hurrah!

    I’m also currently engaged in updating my website, and carrying out various other details. Certain aspects of this life are almost – almost – starting to feel normal. Anna and I are certainly getting on well, and I am at least doing okay in making ends meet (as long as one particular delayed invoice does eventually get paid). I can’t pretend there aren’t moments where I feel horribly lonely, and where I miss George more than I can say… but I have to get through them. And, in certain ways, it’s that entire period of my life that I miss, and the fact that any potential for it to continue or to improve is gone. But it’s better that we did this than try to stay together and end up hurting both of us. I want her to be happy, and no matter how hard it may be for me right now, I want myself to be happy too. It’s going to be a long road, but I’m hopeful that eventually, I’m going to get there.

  • If you’re looking for a man who loves danger, to whom love is a stranger… THIS MAN IS THE ONE!!!

    I was already planning on not doing much today, and general exhaustion and tiredness didn’t help. So, I curled up on the sofa, and split my time between reading The Clan Corporate by Charles Stross (for a book review – and thank god I’d read the previous ones, as it’s fun, but it is in danger of getting overcomplicated…), and bathing in the sheer joy and pulp lunacy that is Adam Adamant Lives! The absolute definition of cult viewing, it’s a creaky yet hugely entertaining 1966 comedy adventure that was partly aimed as the BBC’s answer to The Avengers, and stars Gerald Harper as a Edwardian swashbuckling adventurer who’s unexpectedly frozen for decades, and when defrosted finds himself in Swinging Sixties London, where there are plenty of criminals, gangsters and evil-doers to battle. In many ways it’s utterly cliched, dated and ludicrous, and yet it’s also packed full of genuine charm, with Harper being an impossibly gentlemanly leading man, and some of the most outrageous camp humour imaginable, as well as plenty of entertaingly awful fight sequences. The kind of show it’s easy to laugh at, and yet you can’t help but embrace for all its joys and faults, Adam Adamant Lives certainly cheered me up this afternoon (especially in the moment where I got to the end of one particularly offbeat and stylish episode, dealing with a deadly group of charitable ladies who were bumping off politicians using mind control, and was somewhat amazed to discover that it had been directed by a youthful Ridley Scott…). So, here for your delectation is the hilarious Bond-style theme tune (sung by Kathy Kirby), accompanied by the equally hilarious title sequence (which couldn’t be more Sixties if it tried) and a somewhat random collection of clips. All together now: “BOLD… as a knight in white ARMOUR….”

  • TV EYE: Doctor Who – The Next Doctor trailer

    A trailer for the upcoming Who Christmas special has turned up on the BBC site here. Spoilers…