Needles and Pins

On top of feeling generally tired, I made a realisation today – I’m attempting to write a subversive teen spy thriller set at a school, when I don’t like writing about school, and I don’t like spy thrillers. Despite the fact that there are some good ideas here, I really don’t think this is something I’m meant to write right now. Added to which, it’s also suffering from a major case of Passive Protagonist-itus, with a main character who spends most of the story reacting and doesn’t do anything truly pro-active until the final quarter of the book. After spending major chunks of The Hypernova Gambit trying to get my main heroine less passive and more active, I think it’d be good if I started with a pro-active protagonist, and then worked from there…

There and Back Again

I have a bad habit when I go for a walk- it’s the tendency to go “Hey- let’s go in that direction and see where we end up!”, and thus go on an insane detour that might include plenty of scenery, but doesn’t always get me to where I want to be. Today’s detour on a walk through the countryside surrounding the village of Chawton (home of Jane Austen, fact fans) had its fun moments, but also involved a little too much vaulting over gates, clambering under barbed wire, and wandering through sinister woodland glades. At various points, I felt like I was somewhere in the first 200 pages of Lord of the Rings, and if I’d seen a Black Rider, it really wouldn’t have shocked me.

Anyhow, I’m back, having also run George to tonight’s babysitting duties, and in the run-up to the first of Season 4 of Doctor Who, which I’m approaching in a calm state of mind. I’m not expecting anything major – I’m looking forward to the Moffatt two-parter, and I’m curious to see if they can make the rumoured epic showdown at the end of the season actually work this time. It’s not my Doctor Who anymore – but S3 managed some genuinely stunning moments that made sifting through the less-than-good stuff worthwhile, and as a fan of longform SF TV, I can’t really refuse to watch it. It won’t change my life, and I doubt if it’ll completely change my mind on Catherine Tate (although I am, at least for now, going to try and give her the benefit of the doubt- let’s see how long that lasts…), but I’ll try tonight and see how it goes. If I need to skip out for a few weeks and then back for the Moffett two parter, then so be it. Only time will tell…

Memory Lane

You can take this as a notification or a public health warning – but I’ve finally got around to putting some new photos up on Facebook. Scanning my worryingly large photo collection is going to take a stupendous amount of time, but I like the idea of doing it a bit at a time. Rooting around in bags and boxfiles has unearthed some real treasures of memory, and I worry sometimes that I’ve done a bad job of recording the last few years. Maybe I’m not much of a photo person when it comes down to it – or it’s just that I’m still locked in an analogue frame of mind, and digital photos just don’t feel real. Anyhow, the Facebook photos have grown, and more will be on the way soon (for better or worse)…

You don’t need to know my name to figure out how cool I am…

It might be nearly five days at home, or it might be a whole selection of unresolved things happening in life at the moment tat I wish would hurry up and resolve themselves, but I’m kind of tetchy at the moment. I am, at least, getting plenty of work out of the way, and have just bagged another three reviews that’ll make the next couple of months easier. I’m just not certain if I’ve actually succeeded in my intention of relaxing – I have the worrying feeling that the last few days have actually left me thrumming like a recently plucked guitar string.

At the least, I’m glorying in some new music. While subbing last week, I was working in front of screens showing the music video channel NME TV – distracting at the best of times, but when the following video came on, it didn’t matter that there was no sound- I simply sat there, gobsmacked, and wanted to know what the hell it was. The track is “DVNO” by a French dance duo called Justice, and it’s what’s known as a grower – I wasn’t sure if I liked it the first time I heard it over the video, but now it’s living on my iPod and being played fairly frequently. I love the video simply for its insane graphic style, the way it manages (with only a few slips) to feel like a collection of weird Seventies-stylised movie title sequences and film company logos, and anything with this amount of typographical fun simply has to be wonderful.

You may or may not like it – but the video is something to behold. Enjoy…

Dazed and Confuzzed

There are good things and bad things about being relentlessly busy. The good is that time passes incredibly quickly. The bad is that it messes up my sleep patterns to a worrying degree – I’m currently locked into waking up at 6AM, and I don’t seem to be able to shake myself out of it. At the least, I finished my three days of subbing on Thursday, so yesterday was a wonderfully lazy day. Today promises a similar mix, although I’m aiming to get a few things done by close of business. It’s nice just being able to catch my breath and start sorting out things I really haven’t been able to do over the last three weeks, and to know that with the work I’ve just done, and the stuff I’ve got to do over the next week, I’ve sorted another month’s earnings. No news on the book- we’re still in patience mode, but I am at least proceeding to think up some gloriously crazy stuff for book 2, which I may possibly have to start doing some concrete work on quite soon…

Maybe I’ll actually get some sleep at some point. Stranger things have happenned…

The Last Story

Monday morning- the latter hours of the con. One thing that has been a constant for the last week or so is not getting enough sleep- I got to bed at a much more reasonable hour last night, but still only managed about five hours. As a result, my decision to stick around until about 2.30ish and then head for home is now feeling even more sensible than before (the fact that my throat feels somewhat appalling certainly helps). Yesterday was another good day, and I managed to catch more panels- the GoH speech from Charlie Stross (where, to nobody’s surprise, the words “computers” and “Open source” were used quite frequently) which was very interesting and info-heavy, the GoH speech from Neil Gaiman which was incredibly different in style (readings and an informal chat about Eastercons past, including one very entertaining tale about John Jarrold and a 48 hour stay in a bar…), one about politics in YA novels (with some great input from China Mieville and Cory Doctorow), one about writing gritty fantasy, one about collaboration in comics, plus a very entertaining music quiz. I was one of the contestants on a three-man team (we were ‘The Atonals’), and it was a kind of odd mix of Name That Tune and Never Mind The Buzzcocks (although they tried to do the ‘intros’ round without actually checking if the people doing the intros knew the tune. I mean- could you hum the seriously nondescript theme tune to Life on Mars just from memory?) which went well, even though there were technical hitches, with many of the clips either being too quiet, or sounding like they were emanating from some distant underwater kingdom. Anyway, our team won by a serious majority, so all ended well, and I finished the night taking it easy in the bar, chatting about comics and bonding with China Mieville over the joys and tribulations of having an odd name. There’s a couple more panels to go, and a chance to do a final crash dive on the Dealer’s Room, but leaving mid-afternoon will give me the chance to spend some of the evening recovering, before I have to hurl myself back out to do another three days subbing.

At some point, I’m actually going to get some rest…

Lets take a ride, run with the dogs tonight, in Suburbia…

Sunday morning. Just the right time for a hangover.

The con’s going very well so far- I just have to consider whether the red wine strategy last night was really that wise, especially when I know how dehydrated it leaves me (and how utterly non-fantastic I end up feeling when I’m dehydrated). Anyhow, my two panels yesterday (Adapting Tolkien for Film, and What Books do and don’t make Good Films) went very well- the second one was a little more fun than the first, and I was generally left wishing I’d actually ended up on more. After a certain amount of fretting, it turns out that speaking in front of groups like this really isn’t too much of a problem. The day progressed with plenty of time in the Dealer’s Room (nabbing me various books,including some Asimov and a J.G. Ballard collection) and a major chat with Dave Bradley from SFX, all of which led up to the BSFA awards (which was won by Ian McDonald’s BRASYL). I then spent the rest of the night in the bar drunkenly chatting with people like Simon Kavanagh, Paul Cornell and China Mieville, before proceeding to dance my ass off in the disco (although I drew the line at dancing to Bon Jovi. I have some standards…) Not much sleep thanks to the dehydration- I might try and get a doze later, or just save it up for tonight. I’m aiming to go to more panels today, and also make certain that I’m still having fun.

Onwards….